Since a young age I have always been told that I have a light. Not just any light, but a light that could influence, and inspire other people. But my own insecurities, have suppressed, and sabotaged this light. I began dealing with depression, and social anxiety, because I am not living up to the expectations of my gifts, my talents, and my potential. Not believing in my own greatness. Constantly comparing my life to other people's life. I have stressed myself striving for perfection, instead of excellence. Diming my own unique flame inside. My biggest spiritual awakening happened, when I finally had a heart, to heart with myself. I told myself that at the end of the day, no one will be impacted but myself If I don't allow my own unique light, to light my own path. No one will be impacted but myself, if I don't follow my own heart, and accomplish my goals and dreams. I told myself that if my outer world has issues, then I need to check my inner world since it directly reflects that. I told myself that I am a King, I am a black queer God. I told myself that I am made in the image of my creator, which means I have the power, and only I can save myself from being my own worst enemy. Only I have the power to change my life. I do not need you to endorse my politics, co-sign my Queerness, or validate my blackness for me to have power. My very existence is radical. I once heard years ago, when I use to attend church, that the richest place on earth is the grave, because so many talented people died still with their light never reaching its full potential, or never manifesting outside of themselves. I am taking that power back over my life.